The Younger Ones

My younger siblings mean everything to me. Yes they are both grown teenagers now but they are still my babies. They both are so so smart. They both have dreams that i am certain they will make reality. They are exactly one year and one day apart, so they are pretty close. After the death of our mother they where what i worried about and still worry about the most. Im always checking on both of them everyday. Im so excited i get to see them both together this week. It has been many years since we have all been able to be together at the same time due to the fact that my little sister lives out of state. My little brother does not know she will be here tomorrow either. I want it to be a big surprise for him. I honestly dont know what i would do without them. 

Keith Urban Concert

I go to quite a few concerts. The most recent one was Keith Urban. I went with my best from and her family. I’m not really a fan of country music, but I actually enjoyed it.I knew a lot of the music that was played. I love music, so it wasn’t a shocker that I went to a concert. It was a shock that I went to a country music comcert. I’m really really really not a fan at all. The only reason I went was for my best friend. It was good all the way up until about the last 30 minutes. We had highly intoxicated people behind us and in front of us. Them being around us was fine until they started stumbling and hitting me and then eventually dumping their beer down my back. That’s when I started to get mad and just wanted to get out of there.

Recent Changes

Throughout the last couple of weeks I have made some changes. There are still more to come as well. The first one of those changes is that I cut my hair short. For muse it is short but others say it’s still long. I disagree. When I went in I had every intention of just getting it trimmed but decided to cut it. The second change is a lifelong change. I got a tattoo, well actually two tattoos. I went in there with every intention to get just one tattoo, but after a few minuets of looking I had decided to get another one. I am so obsessed with them. It was my first two and definitely won’t be my last two. I feel as if my next change will be to dye my hair

What Changed My Life Forever

January 3, 2012 my life changed drastically. This change wasn’t good in any way. That was the day my mother unexpectedly passed away due to a car accident. Not only did I lose my mother that day, but it was also the day i was separated from my siblings. My life has never been the same, or close to the same every since. There is not a day that goes by that I do not think of them. I think of my mom most of all. I miss being able to talk to her about anything and everything. I miss the sound of her voice, even the sound of her yelling  my full name when I was in trouble. I miss just being able to feel her arms wrapped around me comforting me when it was needed. I most definitely was a mommas girl. I hated being apart from her, and now i have to be everyday.

My Obsession

One of my most known obsessions is probably my nails. Anytime that I can, I always have them done. I used to chew my nails a lot, and made them bleed a lot. I would have to wear band aids because I couldn’t quit chewing on them. When I started making my own money, I went and tried acrylic nails. I know they’re not not much of a healthier alternative, but I was no longer chewing on my fingers. Now that I wasn’t chewing on them, they could grow and they boosted my confidence. I loved how I could express myself through the colors and always change them. I can make them fit my personality. I now use gel on my nails, which is better for them and doesn’t require grinding the nail down as much. I feel much better with my nails being taken care of and not being bit down to the point where I draw blood.